Hello;

 Just wrote 3 1/2 pages in chapter 5. Feeling great that I accomplished that.

So, anyway. I've been packing, with no place to move into.  My sister Jackie called the other day and told me I was moving in with her. She'd read my mind. So I've decided, since I've no place else to go and can't afford the rent around here that I will go live in her basement. My niece Karly has recently moved out, so I will have my own space.

It's hard to leave behind a house I loved, a man I will always love and a job I have spent the last 9 years at. But Oprah said something the other day, that floored me. "Failure is God's way of saying 'You're going in the wrong direction.' "  Wow that hit me like a ton of bricks, because that was exactly how I was feeling. Like a big fat failure. Sorry I'm crying again. Doing that a lot lately.

Anyway, enough feeling sorry for myself for one day. Talk to you later.

Lee